Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Summer 09




Talisay, Batangas (Taal Lake)

Get together with my closest high School friends,,sayang hindi present yung iba...

Last Night's Dream

I had this weird, partly emotional and funny dream last night. It awakened me somehow at around 12midnight. It goes like this...

"we were going somewhere, (i cant recall the place) with my friend gie and leslie. Gie told us to go this way,coz it was the easiest according to him, a slum area, where we need to cross a narrow and polluted creek flooded with floating trash. We need to cross the creek just by passing a wooden bridge the size of a "bangko" (wooden bench). They all used that except me, i jumped instead. I saw some people crossing that way too, theres a chinese girl, a salesclerk and etc.

And then bigla nalang ung setting eh sa isang bar na. There was a standup comedian performing but no one from the audience wass laughing. Everybody was bored. So i stood up there and do my thing, and still no one was entertained. So i headed my way to pick up one audience. Suddenly ms. Simone came, i held her hand and we went to the stage while singing. She was shocked of i did. Parang eksena sa pelikula na nagsisigawan ang mga tao, habang kumakanta ako, nahihiya pa si ms. Simone pero di nagtagal nag-duet na kami...hehehe! We both gave them a good show. And here came our backup dancers and we were doing na a production number, (sing and dance) but the weird thing was we were all very emotional and crying while dancing.. I didnt know what we were singing. I can only recall 2 words, Paris and Father. And then I logged in to Facebook, browse ms. Simone's profile and she posted something about relationship in a form of question. Its like a survey. Hahaha! I cant recall the exact words. And she also posted some pics about her garage sale. Hehehe! Madame pa ngang ngcomment sa garage sale nya.,

I went to her garage sale and i saw Wendy, my friend and our operations supervisor and Leslie, they were choosing some clothes to buy. Ang nakakatuwa dun, basa yung sahig kaya lahat ng naka-hanger na damit basa yung dulo...

There's also a part na we were running sa isang farm na may mga puno ng buko,then sa kalsada my dumaang bus or truck I think."

I cant recall some parts and events dun sa panaginip ko, yan lang yung mga natandaan ko. Does this dream wants to say something or just brought by my wild imagition o panaginip lang talaga! Anyway, nakakatawa at ang weird pa din.,hahaha!

Saturday, July 18, 2009

First In, Last Out!?

What kind of life do I have right now? What's waiting for me in the future? Masyado matagal, lets just say, in the next couple of months?

I've been working as a Planetarium Control Operator for almost 2 years now, on August 28, to be exact. In fact, Im one of the pioneer employee of the Nido Fortified Science Discovery Center, formerly known as SM SDC. Sabi nga ng former manager namin, Ugat na ako ng SDC, lupa pa lang to, nadito na ako,hehe! Ive seen how it was built, developed and improved. (meron nga bang improvement? meron nga ata.) I can still remember the day when I had my first step on its ground. Amoy rugby at pintura pa, may nagliliparang alikabok na parang galing pinatubo, my nakakalalat na kahoy at semento, mga baga na galing sa mga nagwewelding na bigla nalang lalaglag sayo, pagalingan na lang umilag dagdag mo pa yung mga nakahilatang mga construction workers pag oras ng pahinga. Ok na sana yung first day ng training kaso, matinding sakripisyo kasi hindi man lang kami binigyan ng facemask! Kaya a few days after, lahat kami nag-uubuhan na sa dami ng mga bagay na nalanghap namin. I must admit, I was so amazed when I saw the plan, kahit nung ginagawa palang. I felt lucky and i cant believe na dito ako magtatrabaho. I find it as an interesting and exciting opportunity for me. Plus those wonderful people Ive been with, Ms. Jenx (Operations Supervisor), Sir Ian (Technical Supervisor), Jay (Technical Support), Paul (Planetarium Operator-turned-Technical Support) and Jojo (my enemy!hahaha! Planetarium Operator din). They are those people who became my first friends at SDC. Kami madalas magkakwentuhan at magkakasama s biruan at kalokohan.

(to be continued)

How can I make this day productive and happy?

Thursday, July 16, 2009

"going back to Manila, My body wants to go but my heart says to stay...i will miss my family..."

More days please!

few hours to go, end of my vacation leave and restday and im going back to Manila. I still want to stay here in Batangas and spend more time with family, besides, the weather is too bad, nakakatamad lumuwas. Expect a horrible traffic. I want to stay, rest and enjoy but i cant. I still have some work to be done.. If i can still extend my vacation leave...(sigh!)

Having my midnight snack...

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

No Place Like Home

Sa byahe ko palang kagabi, hindi ko na maitago ang excitement ko sa pag-uwe ko. My facebook was updated with what's going. I also posted a note here in multiply. And when I woke up earlier and went online, my facebook's status got a lot of comments from my colleagues and friends asking for pasalubong. (Mga walang hiya,hahaha!ano tingin nyo sakin mayaman!) {just kidding!}

And also, this morning, my brother set up the dvd-videoke that i bought as my father's day present for my daduds. And we all sang together. Me too, i sang without even gargling!hahaha, then i went back to sleep. I woke up at around 1PM, then took up my lunch, my favorite sinigang na baboy. Kasi puro nalang fried food ang kinakain namin sa apartment. Iba pa rin talaga ang lasa ng lutong bahay.

I felt different today. Mas masaya compare sa mga uwe ko before. I dont know why. And as per my father's health condition, i think he's doing fine, unlike before. Although he really lost a lot of weight, he now can move and wala na sya madalas na lagnat. He had his checkup din kanina, before he undergoes ultrasound. Continuous medications and ofcourse our prayers. Also for the help of my colleagues and friends, esp that someone na helping me a lot financially na still unknown. Nananatili pa rin malaking question mark kung sino yun. I really thank Almighty God for this. And worth it talaga lahat ng efforts and prayers ko s Redemptorist Church, Mother of Perpetual Help really helps us a lot. Thank you po talaga for listening to our prayers and for helping my father in his fast recovery. Im hoping na continous na'to hanggang tuluyan na syang gumaling...ù

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Isang magandang umaga! A nice picture welcomes me as I opened up my eyes this morning: "My Family"...sarap gumising! They were singing in the dvd-videoke i bought...ofcourse im joing them, walang mumugan yun!hahaha

Im going home...

My excitement keeps running in my nerve!(laugh). Finally im going home to Batangas.

After my shift at 7PM, I directly head my way to Buendia Bus Terminal. On the way, the horrible traffic welcomes me. I was stucked up for almost 30mins w/c normally takes only 10min-travel from MOA-Buendia. I stopped over at Jolibee to take out burger and fries because i was already starving (PG-MODE).

Inside the bus, I turned on my music player, tuned in to Magic 89.9s Boys Night Out. (i havent heard them for a long long while.) I'd rather listen to the radio than watching the movie, "Witness" starring Harrison Ford. Sweet Jesus, the trip is so fast til now, theres no traffic, the skyway is great, SLEX has a few cars which make us move fast. The music thats playing is cool and groovy. Im still on the bus while blogging this one.

Cant wait to see my family. I havent seen them for a quite while, for the last time i saw them was last May pa. I also want to check my father's condition. And I want to give my daduds the dvd-videoke he's requesting last december. Its my fathers day present to him. He'll undergo check up tomorrow, im planning to go with them. I hope hes fine na.

It will be a 3nights-2days rest for me. I would like to have DVD marathon. I will go back to work on friday afternoon. Its 20:41pm already...still in the bus/slex.

Im going home...

My excitement keeps running in my nerve!(laugh). Finally im going home to Batangas.

After my shift at 7PM, I directly head my way to Buendia Bus Terminal. On the way, the horrible traffic welcomes me. I was stucked up for almost 30mins w/c normally takes only 10min-travel from MOA-Buendia. I stopped over at Jolibee to take out burger and fries because i was already starving (PG-MODE).

Inside the bus, I turned on my music player, tuned in to Magic 89.9s Boys Night Out. (i havent heard them for a long long while.) I'd rather listen to the radio than watching the movie, "Witness" starring Harrison Ford. Sweet Jesus, the trip is so fast til now, theres no traffic, the skyway is great, SLEX has a few cars which make us move fast. The music thats playing is cool and groovy. Im still on the bus while blogging this one.

Cant wait to see my family. I havent seen them for a quite while, for the last time i saw them was last May pa. I also want to check my father's condition. And I want to give my daduds the dvd-videoke he's requesting last december. Its my fathers day present to him. He'll undergo check up tomorrow, im planning to go with them. I hope hes fine na.

It will be a 3nights-2days rest for me. I would like to have DVD marathon. I will go back to work on friday afternoon. Its 20:41pm already...still in the bus/slex.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Am I Waiting in Vain

I wrote this poem (supposedly a song) but I don't know how to play the guitar. I already have the tune/melody for it. I made it, I think when I was in 3rd/4th year college. I was inspired by my first crush, my first love. But my supposed-to-be love story didn't end the way I want it to be. And until now, I'm still hoping...waiting...

Anyone who can help me to put a music in this lyrics. Your help will be highly appreciated.


Its not easy to pretend
how much i love you
sometimes i wish to end
the feeling that i have for you

I'm always here waiting
for the perfect time
for your way of caring
which i thought forever mine

Will your heart trust me
or just hide and leave me
Is your love forever a reality
or just a huge fantasy?

Mediocre day! Mediocre day? Mediocre day.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Watching the GMA 7's Live Coverage of Michael Jackson Memorial at the Staples Center, Los Angeles, California.

Watching the GMA 7's Live Coverage of Michael Jackson Memorial at the Staples Center, Los Angeles, California.

Im happy when that someone said "dito ka muna,hwag ka muna umalis...":) "iyon yun eh..."

I felt guilty and bothered because of what i've done earlier. I almost committed something bad. Andun na, malapit na talaga, well just thinking of it is already a sin.Thank God, I was able to control and stop myself from doing it. Kakadaan ko palang naman ng Redemptorist Church tapos I was tempted easily. Buti na lang talaga at hindi natuloy...Im sorry but I cannot post the real story behind it. It was too sensitive and confidential... Im just blogging it, because somehow it eases the guilt that i feel right now. I need to release this feeling. I need to get this out of my mind. Im trying to avoid it. I really want to, pero sobra talagang lakas ng tukso. Ayoko na pero bakit madalas mangyari kahit ano pang iwas ko, choice ko talaga 'to o natutukso lang talaga ko? Sakit na ba itong maituturing na wala nang igagaling? O anino ito ng nakaraan ko na kailangan kong harapin at labanan? Sino ang pwede kong lapitan? Kailangan ko ba ng tulong ng iba o ako mismo sa sarili ko, kaya ko 'to? Ang hirap talaga...

I felt guilty and bothered because of what i've done earlier. I almost committed something bad. Andun na, malapit na talaga, well just thinking of it is already a sin.Thank God, I was able to control and stop myself from doing it. Kakadaan ko palang naman ng Redemptorist Church tapos I was tempted easily. Buti na lang talaga at hindi natuloy...Im sorry but I cannot post the real story behind it. It was too sensitive and confidential... Im just blogging it, because somehow it eases the guilt that i feel right now. I need to release this feeling. I need to get this out of my mind. Im trying to avoid it. I really want to, pero sobra talagang lakas ng tukso. Ayoko na pero bakit madalas mangyari kahit ano pang iwas ko, choice ko talaga 'to o natutukso lang talaga ko? Sakit na ba itong maituturing na wala nang igagaling? O anino ito ng nakaraan ko na kailangan kong harapin at labanan? Sino ang pwede kong lapitan? Kailangan ko ba ng tulong ng iba o ako mismo sa sarili ko, kaya ko 'to? Ang hirap talaga...