Revealing the way you feel, sharing your thoughts towards unusual things and confessing something real, oh man! Believe me, takes a lot of courage and strength to admit it to people or even to a single person. Letting other people know what you been hiding all those times is a huge step to start. It can make or break you. It might result to the best output or might ruin your whole life. What scares us most is that, the people who you think will understand and very close to you might be the ones who will not gonna accept you, and sometimes the total stranger, the one you least expected to accept you is the one who will welcome you with an open arms and give you the best comfort you want. What makes us feel worried and sad sometimes is when you discover that the people you trusted the most is not comfortable when you are together, they're pretending. (Pambihira, your were one of the firsts to know it, tapos sasabihin mo, naiilang ka? Kala ko ba tanggap mo ako?) im not saying all, some. But there is always someone who will support you along the way, (friends?real friends.) along the roads of your journeys whether its rough or not. It makes us feel better.
Along your journey, you'll gonna meet a lot of people. And yes, i met one. I knew that person more than a year now, and we are not that close. I find that person rude and "snob" but not pala. We became close (somehow, sometime..) lately. I heard so many things about that person, good and bad. Until i got a confirmation about it from that person's mouth. Very brave! That person admitted whats real. And we got a long and interesting conversation. I learned a lot from that person. I finally discovered that "We are the same." questions in my mind are now dotted. But still have some question marks to ask. And yeah, that person is SP, one of the most person i want to be with now.
Im happy yet sad. But now i found someone near me who im 100% sure, will understand me. We both have so many similarities. We have the same issues, preferences and thoughts. We are one. Same here...
I cannot drop any names/pronouns to be used. I want to protect that person's privacy.
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